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Last Thoughts, Regret, & Sadness

Posted by Saphire on December 7, 2011 at 9:10 PM

Hello Everyone,

(By the way, if this blog completely becomes about my heart, im sorry.)

I have been thinking about my heart and the fact that we STILL dont know what is going on. And I thought about, if i died today, what my last thought might be. 

And after thinking on it for a while, I had knew but one thing for certain. It would most likely be a regret. I dont like that. All we do in our lives is regret. And i'm not okay with that. Not one bit. 

Life should be a time where we should cherish what we have, not regret not getting something better. Life is a time when we should love our family, not think about how much they annoy us sometimes. 

And the think that get me the most is this. If we regret so much it takes the fun from life and then, at the end of it all, we regret regretting so much. And if we think about it, we can stop regretting right now and just live our lives happily. And if we did that, wouldn't that make even Mondays seem like a good thing, because its another day we get to live. 

And at the end, regret is basically another form of sadness. And i know that no one likes feeling sad. 

And if there is one thing i know it is this. Sadness and regret can turn a happy person who is fun and loving, into someone that you look at and wonder what happened, 

For example i have a friend that is always really happy and bubilly and really enjoyable to be around, especially on a Monday. And today she came into class and you could tell that she had been crying. The face that was usually smiling and almost glowing with happiness was red around the eyes, pail everywhere else, and frowning. The eyes that usually sparcled and shined were puffy and bloodshot. I didn't know what to say. I had never seen her that way before. I tried to talk to her but i think i made it worse.

But my point is, think about how many times you have regretted something. I'll give you a minute.  

.   .    . 

It was a lot wasn't it. Doesn't that suck. 

Well I've written a lot so im just gonna sum it up real quick. 

Dont regret, dont let things get you sad as easily. Live everyday in life as if it were your last. Because you never know if it is.


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Reply Pixie Bug
1:52 PM on December 10, 2011 
Wow Saph...that's deep...a little too deep for this fun loving site. I don't want to think about things like that...I would miss you too much. So do me a favor and think positive things not negative things ok? I would hate beyond hating if anything happened to you. I love the look into your mind, but not the implications of what you are saying if you know what I mean. I love you like a sister, and I would miss you like a sister would.