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Posted by Saphire on January 4, 2012 at 3:55 PM

Hello Everyone

I got the heart monitor off a while ago (didnt find anything on it) and i was feeling a bit better for a while after it. I had been feeling pretty good for a while until I got to the day I had to have christmas with my cousins. I was waiting for my turn when I got an episode, a big one. And I guess that I sort of relapsed on that day. i have had a lot of episodes since then. 

And the worst part is that i dont have an appointment with a cardiologist or a doctor of any sort. which means that i am not going to get any answers with what is happening. the only ideas that the doctors and nurses and med. students have had is that i might have had a small infection in the tissue in or around my heart ("Which you should get over soon enough"), or some damage had been done in an accident of some sort ("Which we cannot do anything about").

And i cant help but feel like the Doctors are a bit incompident. 

Well, tell me what you think.

Saphire.

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Reply Pixie Bug
4:02 PM on January 5, 2012 
Merry Meet dear sister:

Saph:

Oh. My. Gosh.

Why the heck didn't you call me or something?!?!?! I wish I had known and talked to you yesterday. I feel so bad! I wish I could be over there with you or at least could take the burden away from you. Its not fair that someone so wonderful should have to deal with something like that. I want details, Saph. I care about you. You shouldn't have to go through this alone.

Sister, I miss you and care about you more than you could possibly imagine. You have no idea how helpless I feel. I wish I could help you. At least know that you can tell me anything. (I will try incredibly hard not to panic, but no promises. Sparkly purple hippy nerd pixies do stuff like that.)

I hope that this little thing put a smile on my face. I know that I will try to talk to you the second I get home tomorrow evening. I just...wish that I could do or say or wave some magic wand that could make all of this better. I bet that you do to.

Well, I have more to say, but I don't really know how to say it. So, for now, goodbye dear sister, and may the skys be limitless, and nothing hold you down.

Merry part dear sister, and merry meet again.

-PB
Reply Saphire
6:34 PM on January 5, 2012 
Pixie Bug says...
Merry Meet dear sister:

Saph:

Oh. My. Gosh.

Why the heck didn't you call me or something?!?!?! I wish I had known and talked to you yesterday. I feel so bad! I wish I could be over there with you or at least could take the burden away from you. Its not fair that someone so wonderful should have to deal with something like that. I want details, Saph. I care about you. You shouldn't have to go through this alone.

Sister, I miss you and care about you more than you could possibly imagine. You have no idea how helpless I feel. I wish I could help you. At least know that you can tell me anything. (I will try incredibly hard not to panic, but no promises. Sparkly purple hippy nerd pixies do stuff like that.)

I hope that this little thing put a smile on my face. I know that I will try to talk to you the second I get home tomorrow evening. I just...wish that I could do or say or wave some magic wand that could make all of this better. I bet that you do to.

Well, I have more to say, but I don't really know how to say it. So, for now, goodbye dear sister, and may the skys be limitless, and nothing hold you down.

Merry part dear sister, and merry meet again.

-PB


Dear Sis,
I didn't tell you because I knew that you would freak out. And about the you feeling helpless? How do you think *I* feel about this!?
Sorry I snapped at you, I didn't mean to.
Its just that I feel probably a lot more helpless than you do. I mean, I was bounced from doctor to specialist back to doctor. And now no one. i feel like they have given up on me. And that is NOT a good feeling, let me tell you. When i was being bounced back and forth, at least i knew they were trying!!! But now . . . I don't know.
And I DEFINATLY wish i could wave a wand or say a prayr or say some majik words and make every thing perfectly alright again. But i cant. I have to face the truth (cold and hard though it be). And i do know that i can tell you anything, don't worry about that.
Love you Sis,
Saphire.
Reply Pixie Bug
4:23 PM on January 6, 2012 
Sis:

I know, I know. Well, actuallly I don't (that's a first :p)...I realize that you must feel a thousand times worse than I do. I can't imagine it. I would trade you in a second so you wouldn't have to deal.

-Sis PB
Reply Saphire
9:28 AM on January 7, 2012 
Pixie Bug says...
Sis:

I know, I know. Well, actuallly I don't (that's a first :p)...I realize that you must feel a thousand times worse than I do. I can't imagine it. I would trade you in a second so you wouldn't have to deal.

-Sis PB

Trust me Sis, you wouldn't want to trade me for this once you had a taste of what the hole package is. Because this thing isn't just the doctors and the symptoms. Its also the way people look at you in the hall at school and how people might see you differently because of this thing you cant control. So, trust me, you don't want to trade me. -oh and did i mention that some people in my family might even think I'm FAKING it?-
Reply Pixie Bug
3:19 PM on January 12, 2012 
I realize that it would be horrible, but I would still trade you in a milisecond. That is what it means to be your sister. I would do anything for you. Oh and...WHAT?!?!?! FAKING IT?!?!?! That is ABSURD! You would never do anything like that! (would you?) just kidding! I have to go for now, but I miss you sis!

Saphire says...
Trust me Sis, you wouldn't want to trade me for this once you had a taste of what the hole package is. Because this thing isn't just the doctors and the symptoms. Its also the way people look at you in the hall at school and how people might see you differently because of this thing you cant control. So, trust me, you don't want to trade me. -oh and did i mention that some people in my family might even think I'm FAKING it?-
Reply Pixie Bug
3:23 PM on January 12, 2012 
Oh, btw sis, I wont be on till next week...Tues or Wed at the earliest. Sorry...I need to talk to you, so be on then!